A message from my heart to yours

Bubbas, there are words I need to say, and feelings I need to express. This page is dedicated to acknowledging my part and opening a conversation for healing. Please take a moment to listen.

For the times I fell short

I’m really sorry for the pain my actions, or even the times I didn’t do enough, have caused. I know I haven’t always been the person I said I would be, and I regret not making the changes you deserved to see from me. I never wanted to hurt you, and I understand why you felt disappointed or frustrated.

I’m really sorry for how I treated you. I know I should have reassured you, and I hate that I made you feel the way I did. That honestly was never my intention.

You mean so much to me, and it hurts knowing I was the reason you felt hurt or unsure. You didn’t deserve that, and I take full responsibility for my part in it.

I’ve been doing a lot of thinking, and I know words alone aren’t enough. I don’t just want to say sorry,I want to actually do better and show you that I can be better over time.

I only want you, no one else. What we have really means a lot to me, and I don’t want to lose something that’s so important to me. I care about you deeply, and I’m truly sorry. 💗

Remembering our drives

One of my favorite memories is when we would go on our long drives together. Something about just being in the car with you, talking and listening to music, made me feel really happy and calm. It wasn’t even about where we were going, I just loved being next to you and spending that time together. Those little moments honestly meant a lot more to me than I probably showed. I still think about those drives and they always make me smile. 💗

Hoping for a new beginning

More than anything, I hope you might find it in your heart to forgive me. I understand that trust needs to be rebuilt, and I'm prepared to do the work, however long it takes, to earn your trust and show you the changes I need to make. My biggest hope is that we can move past this and find our way back to each other.

Bubbas, I truly am sorry. I promise to do better. You mean the world to me.

I love you forever and always, Annie